What is my life vision ?

I wrote about this topic earlier when I first started blogging. But I am still in the same place thinking of it. I believe, without any goal in life, people are  like a robot that does the same thing everyday. Every time I read someone's blog , who is clever and has good judgement, I compare them to myself and ask myself the question "what is the main distinction between them and me". The answer is often same "I don't have a vision". I'm here still in the same place, trying to find what I live for and what I want to achieve. So the first thing I had to do, is finding my main goal, which can motivate and push me. Before taking any action, what I can do and want the most. I have had a dream of doing international business, export and import, between my country and other countries for a long time. But, unfortunately, I haven't put it into action. I am confused until now. Anyway, I know I really like trade, even thought I haven't got any merchandise experience. Furthermore, along with my goal, I am able to develop and also improve my English reading books and news which relates to the goal.