I have taken an IELTS speaking test

2 days ago I took an IELTS speaking test first time in my life. Even though I was not nervous during the test, I was not able to come up with something at that moment. Part one was so easy and it was just about myself. But part two was not as easy as previous one. Just like other candidates, I was given a subject and also one minute to prepare for a talk. I got stuck in the middle of speech. Because I can't make something up in short time. Before the test, I was proud of myself covertly, despite of the fact that I told my fellow students and friends that I wouldn't get good score and I was afraid of it. But It was other way around. Luckily, I hadn't said to many people. My closest friend in here and my flatmates only had known. Tomorrow I have rest of the test, listening, writing, reading. If I can't get enough score, I will be ashamed of myself. Fuck. As long as I get five point five score, I can live here longer. If not, I will head for my home country with embarrassment. no money, no English. I need to prepare for the rest of the test as it's only chance. Good luck myself. You can do it, mate. lol.